Some times of the day, I feel like I'm managing well. I have a feeling of peace that God let this happen, this unexpected turn of events. And other times, I wonder what happened.
"God loves Grace." "Tell her to not be upset about 2.5 years, my husband left me after 22 years telling me 'we are different'" "Bi'ism il-salib (in the name of the cross)
It's also not easy when people say, "You will find someone better" or point out little things that were not perfect. The truth is I loved him. He was amazing to me. Now that we are no more, I'm trying to think of times when I can look back and say "Yes, thank God we're not together anymore." But all our memories are beautiful, at least they were for me. From how I felt when he held my hand during our walks, to him driving 7.5 hours to see me, to cooking together, spending time in Barnes and Noble reading magazines, emailing and texting all day, talking at night, not wanting to leave each other's presence. He loved me so much. I loved him so much and I knew he loved me. So what happened?
"Someone else will make you happier than I can." Is that possible.
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oeg9Af7q9Jw
Cheer up habibti! <3 you
keep praying, Grace. talk to Saint Xenia and the Mother of God. let's go to the farmer's market and the blue grass grill together. :)
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